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Fourth Plague

by xDEFIANTx

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1.
Intro 02:08
Man up, grow up, i'm so fed up.
2.
All I wanted from you was gratitude but your pride influenced me otherwise. A lonesome feeling. Decaying love wanted a place to hide. It's tragic to say you weren't right for me. I'm still young so why don't you let me be? So I hold my head up high and keep pressing on. Never looking back. Lost in this life. Finding my way so you don't have to stay. I've seen your true colors, I never wanted that. When I look at you my eyes they, they fill with regret. Fill with regret.
3.
Letting Go 03:25
No boundaries, free my mind of all this pressure. Not sorry, still starving, leaving here will be my pleasure. I want so much to be free, so much that I want to see. I want to reach the sky but it's all a lie. I use to be such a fool when I let life treat me cruel. I made a mistake but I will never break. Leave me for God sake so I can kneel down to pray. For these times of struggle I will just say; God, I will let go.
4.
I'm so tired of this pain. All it does is make me frown. Just enough to get my feet wet but never enough to make me drown. I am laying in my bed wishing I had never woken. Trying to put myself together but theres so much left still broken. My life, it's never enough. My life, it's never enough. All the pain and all the tears. All my sorrows and all my fears. I'm going to wear a smile even though I want to cry. And i'm going to fight to live even though I want to die. Everything is always so tough. You give me strength when mine isn't enough. Despite the pain inside, I will not back down. I will lose my pride. I'm over it.
5.
You'll never know the pain that those walls can cause. All the time and effort for a stupid applause. You read that book as if it meant anything to you. But it doesn't matter when you're nothing but cruel. All you do is judge and all you do is hurt. But for once think of that person you judged because of their shirt. Pushing people away because of differences or pushing people away because of your decisions. A body can not function without the head on top, but the head can not love if the body is just a prop. I'll never go back. I'll never go back to those four walls because when I look at that building all I see are flaws.
6.
Untitled 03:12
I know the lies you've told us. Who's laughing now? Behind those fake scars you've shown us hides your worthless crown. Telling me that I don't have a voice. Questioning now do I have a choice? Why don't you let me be? No loss of identity. No face, no name, with no one left to blame. Never letting go of the strife i've seen. It's everywhere I go and everywhere i've been. This is a constant struggle. As I watch my life while it fades and crumbles. No face, no name, with no one left to blame. As I fight for a name and cower I will not. And as the anger fuels my heart. I no longer fear things that others fear.
7.
Out Of Line 03:17
I don't accept what you feed me as truth. And I don't accept your rules, they are far too loose. I don't accept the way this world turns. So I will turn it another way. I'm tired of suffering. And I'm tired of pain. I turned my face from Him and looked at the one who's there to blame. I don't accept what you feed me as truth. And I don't accept your rules, they are far too loose. I am defiant. I am disobedient. Against what this world has to offer. I'm tired of suffering. And I'm tired of pain. On and on and on, all for this stupid game. I'm tired of suffering. And I'm tired of pain. This cycle never ends. It's all for this stupid worthless game.
8.
Swarm 02:52
They swarm our villages and they swarm our crowds. Why can't I see you past all these clouds? Trapped in this madness, what have we done? This has no ending, blocked out the sun. We can't finish what we started. We'll never see past this dark ending. They swarm our villages and they swarm our crowds. Why can't I see you past all these clouds? We can't fight this. We can't save us. This is God's wrath. Sin has changed us. I will never understand. I can't save myself again. My God what have we done?

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released July 24, 2015

Mixed and Mastered at Legacy Rooms by Jon Lundin
Distributed by OnTheAttack Records

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